The following article was written by me, after expieriencing
many difficulties in the absense of my Diksa Guru Srila
Prabhupada, in order to help future devotees to better
face the hardest time in his life, after the departure
of his Gurudeva.
3-7-91
Subject: Open call to all who are concerned with the spiritual continuation in the Brahma Madhva Gaudiya Sampradaya
DEAR VAISNAVAS AND DEAR FRIENDS
ALL OF YOU WHO ARE SEARCHING FOR THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH
AND THE CAUSELESS MERCY
PLEASE ACCEPT MY MOST HUMBLE OBEISANCES
Being a very fallen soul myself, nevertheless I felt
that I owe all of you the following observations I
made by the mercy of Srila Prabhupada, Srila Sridhar
Maharaj and Srila B.P. Puri Maharaj.
In any spiritual institution without the presence of
a pure leader, havoc will be created. Even in Vaisnava
institutions that has unfortunately proven to be true.
After the departure of my spiritual masters, I witnessed
many difficulties and this book has the purpose to
guide us into purity in leadership.
There is no way to cover all the different angles of
confusion's which arise without the personal guidance
of a truly advanced devotee. Here are just some recommendations
and alerts to help you to remain on the right track
and to protect the spiritual environment of your life.
For those in the future who will face similar situations
after the departure of their guru, I wanted to alert
them to be aware of the following symptoms, which are
signs of imminent danger and indicate the need to do
something about it, in order to save one's spiritual
life.
1. Materialistic lifestyles appear even though spiritual
leaders are supposed to live renounced and simple.
Now luxurious comforts will be justified by public
relations and that they are "too holy to be affected
by those things".
2. The holy teachings are monopolized, (modern; copyrighted)
distorted, hidden, or simply ignored. History shows
us that uncomfortable books find their way into the
fire, even when truly worship able, and critics are
declared heretics, condemned, exiled, and sometimes
killed.
3. The representation of God on earth and the holy truth
is limited to voting committees or governing bodies,
birthrights, or other social considerations.
4. Love is exchanged with fear and the "nobody
trusts nobody" atmosphere starts to predominate.
5. Discussions and creative philosophical exchanges
with outsiders are totally discouraged. Vaisnava philosophy
can defeat any opposing concept. We still recall Srila
Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati declaring the totalitarian
war against all misconceptions.
6. Intoxication, greed for money, lies, conspiracy,
and mundane sexuality are general side symptoms of
such false "saints". No religious community
is immune against such deadly diseases. It only takes
one leader to be a hypocrite. That is the reason why
the Vedas have recommended to us to take shelter of
a pure spiritual master and not of any institution.
Cooperative thinking, typical for our western multi-national
corporations, will not help us much in keeping the
line of our Srila Prabhupada alive.
But all these before mentioned symptoms should not
discourage us in our attempt to surrender and to actively
spread Krishna Consciousness. Behind every suffering
there is a great lesson to be learned. Krishna personally
allowed all this to happen for the sake of all of us.
This lesson is: wake up before we are all in our eighties
as well as for all the future western Vaisnavas. The
world is not interested in any organized religion except
when it comes to politicians gathering votes. Churches
are dead as far as true religion is concerned. But
one truly realized soul and his truly beneficial contribution
to society can win over many hearts, and like Srila
Prabhupada proved, make a distinct impression on the
consciousness of mankind without the need to be backed
by any rubber-stamp committee. So it will depend on
all of us how loud the true glory of Srila Prabhupada
will be heard in our lifetime. Or should we all become
big businessmen now, since we couldn't maintain his
mission nicely until now?
I see many encouraging signs. New Vaisnava literature
makes its appearance. More new temples and many individual
devotees are shaking off the dogmatism and searching
for the nectar we once so easily had access to when
Srila Prabhupada personally supervised us and protected
us from our own craziness.
I see that by the great loving sacrifice of so many
of my friends and brothers new projects come to life
and I pray that I may serve them sincerely.
I studied the will of Srila Jiva Goswami and the wills
of my spiritual masters and I am thinking of those
who will stand tomorrow by themselves in separation
of their spiritual masters, but without a personal
memory of the wonderful days when we had Srila Prabhupada
and Srila Sridhar Maharaj personally with us giving
us guidance.
Of course it is always true that the chaitya-guru
in our heart will protect the sincere searcher and
guide us to the proper protection. But whenever we
have nobody to ask and we have to make our own decision
about the continuation of our guru's mission I beg
to present the following recommendations to be taken
into consideration. They appear to me to be of vital
importance.
Regarding the continuation of the spiritual succession
* Without sacrifice there is no mission. Without love
and trust there will be no sacrifice and surrender.
After my Guru departed from the physical plane there
was only really one question of importance for me.
How can I go on serving him? How can I increase my
desire to serve him and love Krishna? How can I enthuse
others now, to take up spiritual life seriously? Previously,
I happily took the new friends to my Guru and told
them: "With all confidence you can surrender to
him. I am trying to do the same. He can take us back
to the Supreme Lord." But how will I preach now?
Without having a good answer to that question we are
in trouble. Our spiritual dignity is at stake. I can
only represent what is fully approved within my heart,
otherwise I will fall down to mundane considerations
like: Who will give me the nicest job with the most
fringe benefits? Who's disciple would I like to marry?
Who will bother me the least?...
* How lovingly Srila Prabhupada handled every individual
until the day he left the physical plane. How much
knowledge and maturity will we need to be able to serve
him properly?
* The search for purity, simplicity, modesty, humility
and the true selfless service attitude must be an undisputed
base for a divine revelation to come down to us.
* Never forget that the guru is also not his body. His
body is engaged in Krishna's service and therefore
not ordinary, but he is not limited by his body. Actually
Sri Krishna is the original spiritual master. All his
representatives (gurus) will come to those who sincerely
want to serve him. To those honest souls some inspiration
of the guru-tattva will come to show the proper way.
* Brahmins and Sannyasis have a great responsibility.
Practically they are the spiritual masters in this
world, and we are all requested to qualify us to be
able to assume those services.
To accept disciples, who have felt in their heart
that Krishna has sent them to you for protection, is
a holy duty and a right in the guru parampara, after
your spiritual master disappears But you alone have
the responsibility for your actions. It is on your
own risk.
If you are a bad representative you will have to be
removed in due course of time and your service to your
guru will be ruined. If we are not sure if we are capable
to represent Lord Caitanya and our guru truly, and
that for the rest of our life, then it is better to
take the new devotee to some other Vaisnava of whose
sincerity we must be completely convinced. The new
devotee will have to examine the Vaisnava you recommend,
and/or any other he feels inclined towards.
* Whoever brings about that sentiment in our heart,
that we want to become pure devotees of Sri Krishna,
or whoever later increases that sentiment in us is
really our spiritual master, who deserves our eternal
love and respect. By carefully studying Srila Sridhar
Maharaja's book Sri Guru and His Grace, we can get
an appreciation of the mystery of guru-tattva.
* Let new gurus start new temples. Nobody should intrude
anywhere and claim that he is the successor acarya
of his guru unless particularly indicated by his guru
and even then limited to the actual place where he
conducts his preaching and not with any geographical
implication. Krishna will lead the true searcher to
his guru.
If a new devotee joins a temple founded by an already
departed acarya and managed by devotees who don't personally
accept disciples , he will gradually know the other
initiated devotees and their disciples, since they
are also welcomed to the main temples and in this way
he can find his personal diksa-guru.
There is none obliged to accept you as a guru or to
help you in your mission unless they feel that urge
in their heart and that they should continue to serve
their guru by helping you. Of course Vaisnava etiquette
teaches us to be very cautious not to disturb the faith
of the new devotees, another big reason why gurus
have to have their special place(s) where their relationship
with their disciples is not challenged. That is another
reason why the main temples of the founder acarya must
simply be open to all without anybody trying to become
the new acarya there.
* A movement without such understandings will end up
like a big swimming pool without water and people jumping
inside in order to learn how to swim (surrender).
* Preacher or spiritual master means someone who is
a real surrendered servant. He serves his disciples.
He renounces his privacy and he works hard himself
to spread his guru's message.
* Don't think that you know all of your gurus unless
you have already reached Krishna's lotus feet or pure
love for Krishna is flowing in your heart.
* Do not visit the temples of those devotees whose sincerity
you doubt, or if you cannot share and support the feelings
of the devotees there. Don't be envious or overly critical
with those who may be more successful in serving your
guru.
* Criticizing those who have no chance to help is like
spitting against the wind. To dwell on the rumors about
others or even over the true mistakes of others who
we are unable to help, will bring their faults into
our own mental world and they will want to manifest
again in our gross world as a reaction. Only be eager
to correct those who beg you for your help. We should
only visit temples when we want to help them, and only
join them to make them better and better and better.
Regarding Institutions and Spiritual Life
* If you are a leader of any group, please always respect
the opinion of others who join to help your preaching
mission. Don't become a victim of the deadly disease
called megalomania. Let others participate in your
projects and creatively contribute to the development.
Make weekly board meetings. Appreciate the new devotees'
need for space to develop. Exchange ideas, let everyone
think freely and allow them to express their constructive
participation, just like Srila Prabhupada did with
all of his disciples. This attitude will protect your
projects from lethargy and indifference. Whoever allows
me to serve him is actually giving his mercy to me
and a representative of my spiritual master.
* Don't ever condemn anybody who doesn't want to serve
under your leadership. Rather search out how you can
serve him.
* Every temple has some need for organization; president,
treasurer, weekly meetings of responsible devotees.
Every devotee should understand the basic concept of
how to do all things in Krishna Consciousness. That
is the principle for personal growth and the success
of the entire community. Without the mystic, loving
inspiration every organization will ultimately fail.
Train leaders if you want to be a good servant of your
guru.
* Vaisnavas in leading positions should be very cautious
about their huge responsibility before the devotees
and the general public. Therefore they should live
in a very open way, without any secrets regarding their
finances and their moral life. Their temple should
have clear bookkeeping. Every devotee should give to
Krishna what he likes to give from his heart. Krishna
is not interested in any one's money or property. He
only wants our heart. At the same time, all which has
been donated to Krishna by the devotees and friends
must be carefully protected. All properties bought
by the devotees for Krishna must be registered in such
a way that no individual can ever sell it or use it
for his private interest. The founder acarya may choose
before his departure to avoid fighting, or if he did
not give particular instruction in this regard, then
those temples should be maintained, as a place of unity
for the new growing diversity in the Vaisnava family.
The leadership in that case should be disciples who
themselves are not accepting disciples. Such a place
will only remain a sacred place of pilgrimage if the
loving respect to all true members of the family is
alive.
* Nobody should venture to become a temple or ashram
leader if he doesn't want to do that service selflessly
for the pleasure of Krishna.
* Give love if you want to get love. Do your service
with all your heart. Stick to it. Never let anyone
down. Srila Prabhupada expected his preachers to make
lifelong commitments.
* Never fight with other devotees over mundane benefits
or power.
* Pure preachers are always needed. Mundane governors
are always surrounded by false friends. Nobody loves
them.
* Don't get into any conflicts with mundane authorities.
They can destroy our good name as Vaisnavas, servants
of the Supreme Lord, and the whole world with their
propaganda machine. Therefore devotees should deal
legally with their contacts in this world. We want
to teach the world to have faith in the devotees so
we can serve them their highest benefit of their human
birth.
* Don't impose your views but expose your wisdom. Don't
demand respect, but command respect by your example.
* Organizations and their legislative operations are
justified and necessary in their existence only as
far as they truly promote and facilitate the essential
principles of the Vaisnava ideal. The sacred principle
is unity in diversity. Krishna is the real enjoyer
of His real devotees' efforts. He is happily worshipped
in His Deity form in the ashrams and temples. It is
not so important who is in charge as long as he is
appreciated by the other devotees. From the oldest
to the youngest member, all of them should be HAPPILY
ACCOMMODATED WITHIN THE MISSION. That is the duty of
leadership. If the reality in your place is different,
then everybody should try to change that situation
following the heart of the Sadhu Sanga principles.
If all good efforts have failed, one should search
for a different ashram to serve in the association
of loving devotees, or start a new ashram in the same
place to truly worship Krishna and his pure devotees.
Since practically every neighborhood should have devotees
preaching there it may even turn out that the problem
ends as a blessing in disguise.
* Every devotee should work exclusively with and under
those Vaisnavas who he feels completely sure are pure
in their transcendental purpose. Anyone may commit
a mistake, but hidden motivations will destroy the
love, trust and surrender in the community.
Some General Recommendations
* Anger and hate are generally just symptoms of our
frustrated lust, therefore always try to deal kindly
with all others. Don't scream unnecessarily at anybody.
* Always be ready to question your approach to everything.
Utilize the help of guru, Sastra and Sadhu to fight
your dogmatic tendencies. Conformism, sleepiness, laziness,
laxness with one's self, surrounding oneself with flattering
"yes men" will cover our objective view of
reality.
* Preaching is always the essence and it must be essential
to fit the claim of presenting the absolute truth.
* Don't get attached to money or real estate. It is
better to begin a new mission, if that is necessary,
in order to follow our ideals. Krishna can give us
the whole world in one moment if He would think that
to be fit. On the other hand He can take away everything
that we have if He sees that material things start
obscuring our advancement.
* It is not the goal of the process of Krishna Consciousness
to follow many external rules. The true goal is to
develop love for God. In this connection everything
helpful should be accepted and every disturbance should
be removed.
* Always take shelter of Krishna's Holy Name, both by
chanting the rounds as well as by the congregational
chanting in the temples and on the streets.
* Never expect anybody to do anything which they don't
want to do or which they are unable to do. That is
a golden rule for wonderful Vaisnava relationships.
Of course a member of a community should be willing
to voluntarily and happily share the burden of love
with the others in order to qualify for living in a
Vaisnava community.
* Never stop reading the transcendental literature of
the Vaisnava Acaryas, preferably in the association
of other devotees. Dive deep into the confidential
meanings by exchanging with others and by clarifying
any doubt which you may have.
* Always try to do things the best way possible. Accept
no mediocrity, please. To the Supreme only the best
should be offered. If you don't try your best it means
that you yourself don't really believe in what you
are doing. Human life is too short for nonsense. Brahmacari,
Grihasta, or Sannyasi, cook, preacher, or pujari, always
try to be excellent, to give your best full of love.
* Never fear to accept responsibility. Real compassion
means that you have to be ready to sacrifice your energy
in the service of Krishna to make others happy and
hopeful.
* We should serve everyone, but with some discrimination.
We serve the advanced ---
with full surrender
We serve our equals ---
with friendship and love
We serve the newcomer ---
with good example and dedication
If you have wisdom and knowledge ---
enlighten the others
* Never forget that this movement started by the important
ashrams organized by Srila Prabhupada, and that the
ashrams are the center for shelter and true welfare
work.
* Sadhana Bhakti will give us the strength to go on
with our spiritual vows.
* Our most important guru is the one who has helped
us the most to become Krishna conscious. Only a disciple
knows who all his gurus are. Others may or may not
know. Only you know how important Srila Prabhupada
or Srila Sridhar Maharaj is for you. But fortunately
there is no petty competition amongst pure devotees
to be the only one loved by their disciples.
* If you cannot find anybody around you who carries
on the living line of loving devotional service, then
it will be up to you to take responsibility. Your guru
will always be there when the only desire burning in
your heart is to serve him. And that flame should never
be extinguished. Always search how to increase it and
then your exchange with other devotees will truly be
Sadhu sanga.
* Never forget: Krishna and his pure devotees are never
bankrupt.
I want to thank all of my beloved brothers and friends,
all who have tolerated me and my shortcomings, all
who allowed me to learn from their mistakes, all who
trusted me and supported me in the most difficult moments
of my spiritual search, all who have allowed me to
speak about Krishna and his devotees, all who remind
me of my spiritual masters and engage me in their service,
all who have sacrificed so much and given me their
love and friendship. I am eternally indebted to all
of you.
Please try to maintain this wonderful Krishna consciousness
always alive within your hearts and actions. Always
try to deliver it to others in the same way as we have
received it from above by the causeless mercy of our
eternal guardians and for that purpose we have to become
pure devotees.
Forever Your servant, friend, and aspirant to become
a member of the extraordinary servants of the Rupanuga
Sampradaya
B.A. Paramadvaiti
VRINDA
VRINDAVAN INSTITUTE FOR VAISNAVA CULTURE AND STUDIES